You know I wanna say sorry but I’m really not.
5 months was a really long time. And considering all of the shit that’s happened this summer, I did better than anyone could have expected of me.
Honestly I know I could have fought through this one and made it
but I didn’t want to.
I don’t want to anymore right now. In a couple months when my life calms down I can try again. But until then there is no need to add more onto my life than what I already have.
I know you guys were rooting for me and I’m sorry that I’m disappointing you but I’m really not sorry for doing it. Fighting has been killing me and if I don’t have to fight it anymore then that’s a huge weight lifted off me.